what have I been up to lately?

nothing, just didnt feel like it

but when I have a blog and I dont update it I get guilty

so heres some pretty pictures for you that I drew since I stopped posting (oldest to newest)

all of them are linked to my flickr, except for the last one, and the one from my webcomic, "muffburger".

A lot has happened since I last posted, so I'll try to just spew it out in a nutshell.

I got a webcomic (one that I'm actually keeping up with) called Muffburger, and I'm having fun with it.

I've rejoined my dance group, so I've been kind of busy with performances and practices too, which has taken up a lot of my time

and finally, I've started attending college. I go to CDI now for (you guessed it) Graphic Design. I hope this takes me into an awesome career as an illustrator :)

There are other personal things that have happened too, but since the internet has turned into an anything-you-say-can-and-will-be-held-against-you thing, I wont tell you anything about it. Bye~

:)

skipped a day~ ooops!

Thinking about my revenge on you has gotten me in a better mood.
Couldn't make yesterday's drawing, I worked for 12 hours straight and I have a violent cold at the moment. But I thought I should at least try doing today's even though I had no inspiration at all. I just started drawing and somehow I got this gory picture. Sorry for those I scared... bahahaha.

tired of waiting

364, Strawberry Girl

I have a huge thing about strawberries, I dont know what it is. But I love them with a passion.

I'm not dead! New project.

I havent updated since before my birthday, holy~~~Well, I always like to start off the new year by beginning a project I will never finish. This one being the classic 365 project, kicked up a notch: drawings!I will (try to) submit one drawing a day, both to improve my drawing skill, and also to get myself out of this lazy rut I've been in. So here it is, my first drawing. Kinda kyoot, no? :)

I go to sleep

Issey Miyake

Holy cow! A fashion post?! When was the last time I did that? LIKE NEVER. LOL.Ok well, you guessed it, its yet ANOTHER illustration challenge. But this time, its for Jane from Sea of Shoes' Spring Fashion Art Contest.I'm not really sure why I chose this outfit, but when I seen it, I just loved it. It was so quirky and cool. T-shirt on top, clown pants (harem?!) on bottom with some funky chunky shoes.image from Style.com

Man I miss fashion.I'd go back to following it if it didn't take so much damn effort. And besides. People are watching me now. Why would I want to do impressive stuff when they're watching me? So awkward.
I was going to say something else but then I forgot.

skin

For the Mr. Spoqui "Skin" challenge.
I kind of thought of Silence of the Lambs meets Hipster when I was drawing this, haha.

transportation

for IF, againI really enjoyed making this one, especially the little people at the bottom, I was thinking of how they could be going to or coming somewhere and at that one moment in their lives where they all crossed each other's paths without even putting much thought into it, as we do. Sometimes when I'm out in public I look at people around me and think if we had met somewhere and were forced into a situation where we would have had to speak to each other, would we develop a friendship? Would we hate each other? Could that person be the most brilliant-minded person ever? Its late and I'm thinking weird things.:|
Have you ever seen a stranger who fascinated you enough to go out of your way to talk to them? What was the reaction?

Beneath

for IF


this took forever, believe it or not
>:|

I made it for them
There are so many things I dont update on my blog.Like how the Sushi job NEVER worked out. I was done by the first shift. And how I got a new job as a waitress somewhere else. And how I quit the movie theater. Which you probably didn't even know I worked there. Or how my hair isn't blonde and short anymore. Its almost shoulder-length and brunette-ish (home dye... yeah)Or how I am learning Japanese.Lazy-bum desu.
Remember, I'm learning. I am not fluent, as people who speak Japanese seem to think I should be after studying for like 2 weeks. Surprise! I'm not. And I bet many people agree with me when I say I can barely speak English, who the hell am I kidding trying to learn Japanese?! Hahaahaha.my keyboard sucks. The 'H' keeps sticking.
If you're interested in knowing about my life, feel free to ask me things. I don't really know what to tell people because I'm socially retarded. So unless you do, all my posts will be just drawings & stuff.Heres a really nifty video to fill more space.

feelings

I find it really irritating that the way this world is now, if you are feeling something other than happiness, you are expected to keep it to yourself, shut up and pretend like nothing is wrong. Friends are never who they say they are, and nobody is really there for you when you are down or need help. You express feelings of sadness, you are Emo. You express feelings of anger, you're an idiot. And I'm a huge hypocrite for saying these things, because I would think the same when looking at someone expressing themselves. I'm going insane from this vicious circle of suppressed feelings.
I'll probably delete this post later.

What am I dead or something?

I mean really.

I'm just a lazy bum.

Anyways

here are some pictures I took to keep you entertained while I go off actually working on blog posts ♥

immovable

for IF

The After Effect: Short film by me.

Enjoy.

Too tired to write anymore. All the information is on the youtube page.

Goodnight everybody.

stargazing

Last minute submission to Illustration Friday.I was working on it at the beginning of the week and they turned off the power while I was out, and I always save so I thought 'no big deal'. But when I went to look for it I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE. I was so devastated. I thought I forgot to save and I sulked for a few days. And then I found it yesterday. So its a little rushed :(I wish I had more time to work on her hair but I have to leave really soon.
I really like this one though because ever since I was a little kid I always had a huge fascination with stars. Whenever we had to do stuff about space in science class when I was in school I'd always get really good grades on it. If I didn't love drawing so much I think I'd go to be an astronaut or something.

Happy to be home

Hello follower and possible readers (if any).
I'm home finally! The place is a mess and they did the worst possible job they could do, leaving even a cigarette as a present (yay -__-).
But who cares about that, I'm home. I can sleep in my own bed and eat my own food. And the best part about being home? I will never have to wash dishes again.
Yes, I did in FACT get a dishwasher! Yaayyyy!
Anyways, short post because I have to get back to cleaning up after the crappy workers. Bye bye!



Here's a picture to keep you amused.
I promise you I will get back to posting illustrations when I'm properly settled in, and actual effort will be put into them! :O
And one last thing: Do you like the new layout? The other one was bothering me because all the images kept spilling over kjhdjkfhsd. Well whatever. I surrendered to blogger's new templates (ewww)